Aug 2008

In one Blog I wondered how a person gets to the point of dying. I found out in April. I fell off the end of the bed and not only blackened my eye, I fractured my cheek. About then I went into the hospital with severe Asthma (too dumb to realize how bad it was). After 2 hospital stays I was sent to a nursing home for a month where I was given MRSA and had to have therapy to walk. During this time I might have had surgery to save my eyesight in one eye (Glaucoma) but couldn’t have the surgery and am now blind in one eye. So it is hard to read and write. I’m using my walker well and getting along ok but the kicker is, they told me I nearly died but they saved me. That made me mad! There I was all set to go and they wouldn’t let me. Next time I’m ready to die, I’ll refuse to go. I had a blood clot in my heart and problems with my lungs and liver. That’s enough to get a person a ticket out of here. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO, they had to save me for the next time. I didn’t even know I was sick. Now I feel pretty good and gotta go through the whole thing again at a later date. Nope. Im not going.